My 1st Fangirl Anniversary

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Let me post for the celebration of my first anniversary of being a fangirl of M!LK~!
I'm very happy(´；ω；｀) this fangirling thing was getting older but stronger with time.
A first milestone! YAAAAAAAAAY!

I'm very glad I met M!LK. M!LK was my inspiration. My inspiration at everything I do. HONTOU NI URESHIIII ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

Well, since it's my first anniversary, let me tell you reader how I discovered M!LK...




It was May 30, 2015.... I was scrolling through my phone. I was looking at a group in Facebook that I'm in. It's about anime drawings. The group was supposed to be for Filipinos only that's why this artist's name caught my attention. Her name sounded like foreign.
So, I decided to stalk her. While scrolling through her feed, I just saw drawings. It made me bored so... I was about to exit her timeline but then I saw a picture that soneone had tagged her. Its caption was "Little Kou". At that time, I didn't really cared about the live action of Ao Haru Ride. But I was familiar with the name "Kou" because of the anime. I opened up the comment box of the picture to look for his name because I thought "this is a start of a fandom" and everyone commenting was asking questions like "What's his name?", "How old is he?", "OMG! He looks like a mix of blah blah and blah blah (sorry, it was a koran name)". Then I saw a comment where someone said his name. "Itagaki Mizuki".
Obviously, I started stalking him and stuff. I followed the possible account associated with Mizuki-san I changed my Twitter theme to Mizuki-san...
After some days, I was getting bored of the fandom because the account I was following was an rp and lacks of information.
While looking at the pictures I saved when I stalked Mizuki-san, I saw this picture where he was with other guys.

I'm like "this can't be an ordinary pic. Those guys must also have something with Mizuki." So I stalked deeper, went to the roleplaying account of Mizuki-san and saw the usernames @milk_info and @milk1422 and clicked one of them and.... poof. M!LK
I searched sites about M!LK and saw the Kohi Ga no Memasen music video and freaked out when I watched it. My heart went dokidoki. I was out of control lolol. Haha.
Then continued fangirling throughout the year.

Ok, to be honest, I did fell inlove at first sight with Mizuki-san because of his handsome face.

But now, what makes me fall for him everyday is his smile.
His talents also makes me go KYAAAAAAA hahaha!


Whenever I watch M!LK's MVs, I'm like "Haruki-san and Daichi-san are so cute! I want to eat them! HAHA lol! Hayato-san looks soooo kakkoii! Mizuki-san and Jinto-san always makes me crazyyyyy because of theie smile! KYAAAA KYAAAA KYAAAAAAAAAAA!" *I was fangirling while tyoing this lol*


There are times when I cried because of M!LK. The first time I cried is when I watched this concert of EBiDAN I think and Mizuki-san started crying. Then I cried many times when I always say that I won't get M!LK's albums.


I have tried so SO many times to find ways to get an album. It all requires credit cards :C ugh


You know what, I waited 12:00am just to celebrate my 1st fangirl anniversary 😂❤ it was worth it though.


I daydreamed so many times about M!LK. I daydreamed about going to Japan and meeting them or going to their concert. It's also one of the reasons why I cry 笑 because I know that all of the scenes that I daydrean with M!LK will never happen.


Though I can't speak fluently and understand Japanese, I'm trying my best for M!LK~!


I wanna thank everyone who was with me fangirling throughout the year! And I also wanna thank the viewers of my blog! You guys are just the best😚❤








Thank you M!LK for entertaning me and inspiring me. Thank you also for motivating me and being the best idol group ever! Thabks also for doing your best in making your fans smile. 大好き！ I will always be one of your M!LKies! I could be your #1! Haha!




Minna-san! Let me know when did you meet M!LK and how did you meet them? Also, what did you like about your bias?



P.S
I'll post the 4th part of Reply the next time I go online.





じゃあね！
Happy 1st Fangirling Annversary to me~❤

Reply (Part III)

Reply

[[Part 3]]

“You just received a message from Y/O/N”

Your eyes became big and round as saucers when you saw the notification bar. “Oh no, OH MY SHRIMPS!” you said in your mind. You were so shocked because you half expected that he won’t reply because… like what Rai-chan said, you two aren’t close.

You had second thoughts of opening the message. You heart was beating fast. You don’t really know what to do; you don’t know if you should open the message or not. But then you thought, “You’re the one who thought of sending him a message!”

You were about to open the message but you panicked because…

• ·         You are terrible at conversations
• ·         You don’t know how to keep up the mood of conversations
• ·         You are terrible at thinking of possible topics
• ·         You ‘re always the one who cause the awkward silence

“What the heck?! What am I waiting for?!”
You let these thoughts slide and opened Y/O/N-kun’s message (while sweating).

Y/O/N: Hi

(OxO) was your reaction. You were super duper happy in the inside. So happy that you jumped and danced around your room, but the more you think of his reply, the brighter your blush becomes. Just a simple "Hi" but you still feel SO happy.

And before you know it, you were blushing heavily. Your face felt very hot. You were also sweating more heavily than before.

Now, you don’t know what to do. You don’t know what to reply to him. But after a few seconds, you decided to tell him the truth why you decided to chat him.

You: You know… Me and Rai-chan were talking about you earlier and then I suddenly realized that we aren’t that close.

So…
Why aren’t we close? xD

You feel confident about your message and pressed”Send”. You feel calmer than earlier because you feel like you two are going to have a nice conversation. You’re so confident that you went outside of your room for a while and grabbed a box of Pocky to reward yourself for being very confident.

After drinking a glass of water, you returned to your room and opened up the Pocky. You grabbed a stick and put it inside your mouth. You were nibbling the Pocky stick like a hamster. You immediately got your phone and saw another notification from Y/O/N-kun. You received a message from him again. You were so excited that you opened his message without hesitating.

Y/O/N: Well, I think it’s because we’re too shy…?

You smiled a little when you read what Y/O/N-kun said.

The two of you started to chat endlessly. You asked about his hobbies, his likes and others. He also asked you about your favorites, hobbies and all others. The two of you seems to enjoy your conversation.

You started feeling comfortable talking to Y/O/N-kun. You wanted to chat with him until the sun comes up. You wanted to know more about him and become his friend.

The last time you checked the time was 1:30am.

Y/O/N: Well, it’s getting very late. You should get to sleep. Sorry for making you stay up late.

You froze at this very moment. Your heart skipped a beat
“He’s concerned” “No he’s not! It’s just getting late” “He wants you to have a proper sleep” “Stop! It’s not like that” all these thought went inside your head and ignored them

You: Hehe, well… I guess your right. Good night

Y/O/N: Good night. Sleep well.

After what he sent you, you realized that you can’t sleep. Those words kept on echoing inside you mind, causing you to not sleep. Your heart can’t stop beating fast.

“Don’t assume” you said to yourself and went to sleep.

Days passed, the two of you are becoming closer each day that passes by. There was not a time when the two of you didn’t talk. The two of you updated each other. What the two of you are doing at the moment, both of you also talked about where you’ll spend your vacation and who are you going to spend it with and so on.

You started think of Y/O/N-kun as your close male friend. You treated him as if you were his brother. You were very glad that you became this close to him. So, you thought of sending a "thank you" message to him.

While the two of you were chatting, you now started making the "thank you" message.

You: Hey, thank you for being like my brother. We became so close to each other. I’m so happy that we became this close. I hope that this will never end.

You expected for a reply so you waited.

You waited.

You waited for an hour, a day, a week but nothing. Your message was read by Y/O/N-kun but he wasn’t replying. You decided to send him a message again.

You: Yo, You okay?

This time, he replied.

Y/O/N: Yeah.
You: Is there something I said?
Y/O/N: No.
You: Then, why aren’t you replying?

Then there was silence again. You waited for an hour, a day, a week again for a reply but nothing.

You were started to worry. But you became patient and waited for another week or two.

But still no reply.

Still, you decided to wait.

Minna-san KON.NI.CHI.CHI.CHI.CHI.WAAAAAAA~ (>u<)

Sorry if the part 3 took long L there was no internet connection these pass few days. I also tried to fit the story in only part 4 that’s why part 3 is a little bit long. The comments in part 2 also motivated me to continue this story (TuT) Very very happy.

I need your presence for my motivation! The love of Mizuki-san and the love of M!LK are also one of my motivation but I need the presence of the blog viewers too.
 Please comment if you are still liking or reading the story and please tell me if you guys still want the 4th and last part! Jaa ne (TwT)

Reply (Part II)

[[Part 2]]

So, you and your friends are headed to the park that the four of you love so much. As you were walking, you can’t get Y/O/N-kun’s face as you exited the classroom. You were feeling sad, happy and all other emotions mixed together. You can’t understand what you were feeling. Your feelings are becoming complicated.

“Y/N-chan. You’re endlessly blushing *giggles* is there something wrong?” asked Miya-chan. “Don’t worry ‘bout her. She’s just thinking about Y/O/N-kun.” Said Shira-chan. The three of them began laughing loudly. “Knock it off, you guys! -////-“ You said.

You and your friends already arrived at the park. The four of you prepared the food and everything. You placed the picnic blanket on top of the green, luscious grass. Miya-chan and Shira-chan placed the onigiri in the picnic blanket and Rai-chan began preparing the drinks.

The four of you began eating and exchanging stories. You and your friends are having a good time. Then suddenly, Rai-chan asked you something. “Y/N-chan, why was your face blushing hard?” asked Rai-chan with a grin on her face. “Why would you ask such an obvious thing? Of course, she was thinking of Y/O/N-kun. Hahahaha” said Shira-chan.

“No! -////- hey, Rai-chan… Remember when Y/O/N-kun asked you for a pencil?” you said. “Yeah… what about it?” said Rai-chan. “Why doesn’t Y/O/N-kun like borrowing something from me? D’: Do I look like a bad person or something…?” you asked as you took a bite out of the onigiri you’re holding. “It’s because you aren’t close to him. He doesn’t know how to approach you or anything. He got shy when I asked you a pencil for him.” She answered. “She’s got a point though.” Agreed Miya-chan.

“O_O” was the only expression that you showed them. You felt bad because… now that they’ve mentioned it, you are the only girl who isn’t close to Y/O/N-kun. You didn’t know if Rai-chan’s answer was true, but it is a possible theory. Because of feeling bad, you thought of sending him private messages via a social networking site so that you two can become close and maybe improve your “closeness” with Y/O/N-kun.

So right after your bonding time with your friends, you went straight home and opened your social media account. You immediately opened messages and opened you and Y/O/U-kun’s chat box. You stared at it because the chat box was totally empty of course it’s because you two aren’t close.

“Should I still talk him?”

“He might say that I’m an attention seeker.”

“He might have a clue that I have a crush on him because I’ll suddenly message him after not being close with him.”

All these negative thoughts popped out of your head as you type the words that you’re going to tell him. You hesitated several times to press the “send” button.

To lessen the embarrassment level, you added “XD” at the end of your message for Y/O/N-kun. Because of this, you gained a little confidence to send him the message.

You: Heeeeeeey XD

And because he was active an hour ago, you suddenly feel at ease because he might not see your message right away and might not reply to your message. You feel more comfortable if Y/O/N-kun will not reply back.
So you chatted with some of your other friends while doing nothing.


And while waiting for their replies, a notification popped up.

“You just received a message from Y/O/N.”

Minna-san… KONNICHIWAAAAAAAAA!
Arissa desu!

The two comments in the 1^st part of “Reply” motivated me to continue the story xD Hehehe… Here ya go! There’s still a part 3 though. Let me know if you still want the part 3 of the story ;^) Oh and, it was this short because it was getting too long in MS Office. I have my limitation of pages. Until next time!

Jaa ne~

Reply (Short story)

Reply (Short story)

Author: Rissacccchi

(The reader will be the female main character. The male main character will represent your oshi.)

• “Y/O/N” means “Your oshi’s name”
• “Y/N” means “Your name”

[[Part 1]]

It’s the end of the school year. You still haven’t talked to Y/O/N-kun. Not even a single “Hello”. It’s because you guys aren’t that close to each other.
 “Minna, dismissal time is on 2:30pm. Some students will be staying here until 5:00pm to help out clean the whole campus. But you might as well clean the classroom.” said your teacher.

After cleaning, all of your classmates decided to go home immediately. You and your two friends, Miya-chan and Rai-chan, stayed inside the classroom to wait for your other friend, Shira-chan, because the four of you decided to go to your favorite park, eat onigiri and have a little bonding time.

While the 3 of you are waiting, Y/O/N-kun went inside the classroom with his friend. They went to their seats and just stayed there. You felt a bit awkward because they were sitting behind you while your 2 friends sat in front of you. Miya-chan was looking at you and doing the smug face while Rai-chan was giggling. “Y/N-chan, I think you’re having a good time waiting for Shira-chan desho ne, Rai-chan?” said Miya-chan. The two giggled. You were blushing very hard. You could feel your face heating up.

>///> “Ugh… shut up, guys! Ahhhh.. mou.. >///<”

You could hear Y/O/N-kun and his friend talking but you can’t understand what they were saying because the heat in your face was distracting you.

“Ne, Rai-san.. do you have a pencil with you?” said Y/O/N-kun. “Ah.. nope sorry.. I don’t have. Y/N-chan, Y/O/N-kun is asking for a pencil. Could you lend him?” said Rai-chan while doing the smug face. “W-what?! No I didn’t. I didn’t asked for anything.” He said. You couldn’t say a thing because you were shy and shocked at the same time. “You just did! Why don’t you like asking Y/N-chan for something? She always tells me that she has the things that our classmates need but they don’t even ask her. She’s willing to lend anyone things that they need. You ask me for something, you start acting like you’re my best friend or something.” Said Rai-chan. “It’s because I know that Rai-chan is willing to lend too” said Y/O/N-kun. You just shrugged.

The five of you were inside the classroom for almost an hour. It’s like you guys are waiting for one another to exit the classroom. You finally decided to go out first. “Hey, let’s go now. It’s getting late. We might miss the great sunset view in the park. Let’s just go find Shira-chan.” You said. Your two friends nodded. In coincidence, Shira-chan was just going to call you three from the outside of your classroom.

 The four of you left the classroom. You didn’t say anything to Y/O/N­-kun. Not even “bye” because you thought that he would think that you’re assuming that you two are close. You feel bad  for not saying anything before leaving.

Right before you and your friends are leaving, in the corner of your eye, you could see Y/O/N-kun is looking at you, sadly. His eyes are saying “don’t leave me, Y/N-san.”

Konnnnnnnnnnichiwaaaaaa (>u<)/ Arissa dayooooo

I just thought of doing these kinds of stories just to brighten up your day. Minna-san, do you think I should continue the part 2? Did you enjoy the 1st part? Please leave comment (>n<) your feedbacks are really important.

If I didn’t see a comment in this blog post, I’ll just delete this story because it’s obviously boring and dull and not very entertaining (UwU)

Jaa ne (^w^)~

Opening Act----> Girls Award

Minna-san, konnichiwa!



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 NEEEEEEEE! SUMIMASEN MINNA-SAN (>n<) I haven't been active... sorry u_u it was because of school works~ I needed to concentrate on them more and I go home late so.. I have little time to update my blog U__U Hontou ni gomenasai!


Demo!


It's our vacation now~! I'll try to update my blog more often ^u^ hihihi~ I'll fangirl with you guys *hearts*



So, have you watched M!LK's opening act in Girls Award? They even practiced their poses! Haha~ Kawaii

And, you can tell that they did their best just to entertain their fans (TwT) I'm so proud of them

And because they're doing their best to make us happy, let's also do our best to make them feel loved. Let us always be there for them <3

Let us show the world that we are proud fans of M!LK~

M!LK, we'll love you always!



BTW... watch the video here XD
--> http://stardust-ch.jp/movie/detail/501930