*sighs*
Rissacccchi desu.
First of all, I'm sorry minna-san for being inactive and not being able to update this blog. It's due to internet connections.
This week and last week, I cried so many times because of M!LK.
I... uh... the first is when I scrolled through the pics me and my M!LKys friend shared about M!LK. I saw a pic the she sent me where her Japanese friend bought all 3 albums of M!LK's 3rd single.
I tried to find a way. But, I'm only a little girl who doesn't have that much money to buy all albums, can only fangirl in this blog and on her fangirling accounts.
Those facts, I thought about them all over and over and over again until tears started streaming down my face.
I had a good cry.
Second.
I'm an anime lover. I started liking Japan and things from Japan (one of the characteristics of this being so-called "weeaboo).
I scrolled through the pictures of that another friend of mine shared me. Back when she sent that picture, we were having internet connection problems, so I didn't even saw what she sent me.
Then this month, I just saw that picture.
It was a conversation of my friend and her aunt.
The aunt sent my friend pictures of Japan (because I guess she stayed there for a few weeks or months) and her aunt was like
"(inserts my friend's name here), I'm sorry I didn't bring you here. But, next time, I'm sure I could already bring you. Just make sure you already have a passport."
I didn't know what to react.
There's a BIG chance that it might come true because that friend of mine already went to Singapore and Korea.
It just made me so jealous.
I had a good cry again.
Third.
I was told that when you complete an all albums of a single, you'll get a chance to have a picture with M!LK on their next single (of course, I didn't knew this fact, I can barely speak/understand Japanese).
My whole being was like,"I'm done with life. YET, I still don't want to give up."
Those kind of feelings where a part of you is giving up already but there's still something in you that is saying "no, don't give up, there's still a chance."
But at this time, I only teared up (maybe because my eyes are already sore from crying? Haha)
Fourth.
It will be M!LK's 4th single release on August, to be specific on August 10. Yes, yes. Of course I'm happy for them. Another milestone. They're only a few steps away from fame. They make me so proud (and I'm sure you're proud too)
What made me cry?
Another single, another album.
How many albums do I already own?
I. GOT. NONE
I also teared up in this time.
Thanks to my M!LKys friend. She updated me, not only me, but the others too out there about M!LK.
The shooting of the MV of the 4th Single is already done.
Mizuki-san, I'm sure the rest of M!LK too, is inviting you to watch the MV.
Of course we will, ne?
Right now, I feel very happy for them AS IN, HAPPY.
As soon as I was told about the 4th single, I almost jumped our of bed (literally jumped) and had teary eyes because of joy.
I AM SO PROUD OF OUR BOYS, MINNA-SAN!
I wish we could show our love for them to them.
I'm thinking of something that we can let them see or give and it will have
"To our most beloved Japanese boy group,
From the international M!LKys/from your loving fans outside Japan."
I'm literally stressed out for the future. Haha.
If I told you guys, you might hate me
Hai, I'm really feeling down lately.
*sighs*
Japan. M!LK. M!LK merchandise. Albums.
But *cries* we still need to smile for them, desho? It's like their motivation.
Faito (I literally almost cried while typing this. See? Emotional. I'm sorry. I'm sorry)And, we need to support them.
They should know that they're loved by loving fangirls like ourselves.
Minna, say it with me.
DAISUKI, M!LK.
I will forever be a loyal M!LKys/M!LKies/み！るきーず
